MY GOD I FEEL LIKE AN OUTCAST.
And i officially can't stand my family.
Remember when I said that I quit my job? And how my aunt acted like a ass? Well you will not believe what happened. She LOST hers! Its not funny be terribly ironic! I mean LOL. Now shes stalking around saying how now she will be home with me and blah, blah, blah...whatever. She chose to quit her job of 3000 dollars every two week ONLY because her job is moving to a town thats like 20 miles north of where it was. Why couldn't she just take the metro north? LOL. Who's the bum now? But I have to remember that it's not funny just ironic. Really ironic.
Cary just came back from his start of Job Corps and My grandmother and aunt decided to shower him with gifts and girly questions. Whatever, its job corps not Harvard. No one gives a DAMN if I get into Parsons. NO ONE. I can't wait when I get in (I mean I'm crossing fingers and toes). Im duck taping my acceptance letter above the chair i sit at the computer. I plan to do a little dance also.
I just feel like im in a league of my own. No one cares. I have been on my own for so long that I dont look for cheers and claps every time i do something right, but wouldn't mind it once and a while. My mom is NEVER around, I mean shes ok, but her temper and her eagerness to smoke a pack of cigarettes a day and a once of weed does not seem inviting from my vantage point. My father is another story. He never comes to see me, he doesn't care, and the last present that I got from him was over 7 years ago, hes a stingy bastard and I could care less. i mean my aunt is cool, but me and her arn't gemini twins, shes so HYPNOTIZED that her son is doing something that she can't see he could be doing SO much more.
This journal entry proves I need to be on an island by myself...